I have, in many ways, failed at life. I mention this to emphasize how impactful this discovery, or, perhaps, revelation, is. I have also failed to self-regulate my way through the spelling of ‘impactful’, and the ramifications that has on the spellcheck library used by this site. Fuck you guys, get a fuckin signed library distributed. Blow me.
So the problem is, high me has been sabotaging writing the blog. I felt super self-conscious about it and I never even mentioned it. And it was bothering me but I didn’t really think hard about it. Because I avoid my feelings. But you knew that already.
We’re on a high level. We have identified specific features of a previous high, including a weird paranoia that Michelle is trying to incept sober me with ideas via high me. Via the blog.
Little bit of paranoia in this pot. Not a lot like last time. But definitely enough to be a thing.